hyper ME!!!!!!!!!!

it must be a blue moon tonite....coz i'm here typing in me blog after lord knows how long.....

Things i'm suppose to be doing instead of blogging............
1)STUDYING la!!!!......physics 4 is on monday and i have no clue on "applications"....lai yen better help me in this one..........

2)watching tv.......i have no idea why i'm not watching tv now .......i was though........i'm was (and still am) feeling hyper tht i cudn't sit still in front of the tv......

3)sleeping.............i did sleep for 2 hours earlier....................but when i got up i still felt i needed more.......just u wait bed of mine.....after the 15th you're mine....muahahahaha (tht was an evil laugh btw)

4)clearing me clothes from the basket.......itz been sittin there all neatly folded for one whole day mummy's gonna scream soon

5)bugging big bro.....see his comp has a bunch of stuff tht has not been explored by raeyna yet .......worried bout him screaming????...nah..............actually he will scream ........only if i do something majorly wrong and so far tht hasn't happened.............minor yes.....but i freaked.... and he just laughed at me

6)walking around the house aimlessly singing 'thanks for the memories' by fob....why tht song???........well thanks to big bro i got stuck in my head......(only he has this effect on me..... hence the fact tht he's me big bro......very influential).....why walking around the house aimlessly??? hey anything else is less time consuming than this......


okay ...fine no 6) is not a 'suppose to do' itz a 'rather to do'


so why am i blogging.....i dunno know......i guess itz 'written' or rather 'typed' proof of my hyperness today............

speaking of TODAY.............we really freezed our butts off in the mph during our 1 hour 45 minutes maths 3 paper......paper was okay la ..............
the thing is my ears were more cold than my nose......amazing ain't it
it took a while for it to go back to itz warm...(wait itz still cold) .....to itz 'normal' self

then by 1.15 we were 'trying' to study physics but i was too mentally exhausted to do anything
so......at tht time this was wat was going through my head:

i dun need no-body...............
i dun feel no-worry...................
i dun call no-body but you..................
my one and only

and

tearing down windows and doors
and i cud not find eyes like yours..............




btw those were songs from louies' mp3 player..................

okay peace out for now

hyperness level decreasing redi

i'll be back..............during the next BLUE moon

recently i've discovered
*drum roll.................*
PET PEEVES



yes it may amaze you but i too get annoyed at times........


number 1
people who degrade other people
...................this is not the type of degrading that puts a person down..... when someone attemps to insult you in degrading way over and over but you seem to just brush it of and they just keep on and on and on....... that is super annoying...
these kind of people should be avoided...and that what i do.......atleast i try......the best part is when i insult them back (obviously in a humorous yet ouch kind of way ) itz sweet and no regrets or feeling bad........................
*if u can't avoid it....dig up revenge schemes * >:D

number 2
rudeness
.....................these kind of people are the worst..................they leave you speechless and you lose all respect (even as little as microdust ) towards them...........for those who can't get rid or ignore these rude people.....dun try to use rudeness back on them because this kind of fire against fire tactic will burn down the whole forest....and it won't be a pretty site.......however sarcasm may cause these people to be unsure of what to retaliate............but i may also lead to a even bigger fire.................hey i haven't done anything bout it yet...............


number 3
bad mouthing openly
......................this isn't as bad as back stabing but it's close............. everyone has done it consciously or otherwise .....i admit i have done my share of it.........and i'm sorry for doing so......i only can do my best to be conscious of what i say .............







i guess so far i only have 3 ...................
i'm not the kind of person that gets annoyed easy......yet i have learnt not to get too annoyed easyly mostly over the past 3 years................dun ask me why kayz.........

i have never disliked anyone in my life......yet a few (more than 1) people i have come across that i can truly say i dislike



raey is signing out for now (not really sure how long 'now' is)

ttfn

hmmmmmmm

well i think itz very un reasonable to hav to hand in a assignment rite after examz when nobody has the mood to do it rite now plus......... the assignment is on a person reli interesting .............. EULER!!!!!!!!!!!!! he has so many cun stories itz just tht no time to look at all n lazy tooo

u see la if mr karam want us to slog......... u just see la *put s on a serious face*....u just wait sir............

anyways coming back to normal lives..........

thurs.............i saw mr nerdy cute...then mr rugged cute was in a shirt-tie...haihzzzz
mata dicuci .................. haihzzzz


fri....waiting for the bus all ALONE........n no ont to talk to ...feeling all bottled up........it had rained n amazingly mr x came to mind while sitting in starbucks wif louie n grace( b4 i had walked to mac to wait for uncle ho) oh fyi louie mojm came to pick her up ....
so while i was waiting ................ i just had this feeling i had to turn left ( even though uncle ho comes from the left but my head had froze to the right for no particular reason) then i saw this tall curlied hair guy walked pass me.............he was cute!!!! wearing formal wear ( guys look gr8 in formal wear.. wether they r cute or not....being cute is extra)



anywayz i know itz a bit lame but i just had to update this old untouched blog coz everyone kept giving me the HAIHZZZZZZZZZ

haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i'm feeling all tired and pooped out .........................
actually my life is boring....
and the exciting stuff is not to be shared..................
i got pissed just now by a person whom i dunno wat the hell i did to?????????
did that make sense

nwayz i've been loking up on mathematicians for coll............and getting very irritated by how many ppl were claimed to be mathematicians........... itz so so tiring..................
there are like so many women mathematicians who claim to be mathematicians............... haihz i meself dunno if itz true........................haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

light that i see

*blink* *blink*
i see...............
i keep seeing
this vision of black won't go away from me

a dot of light
i see before me
is it a window of opportunity???
or illusions my eyes play with me

when i finally see
what u all see
but in reality i don’t see

what sits before u

two glorious hands attached to you

to wipe the tears that hurt your eyes

to me………………….

they are barriers of streams

i’d like to let them flow

and watch the rich waterfall……

the sparkle of rubies flow…..

flow between 5 parted cliffs

they’ll flow….flow…

until the land they flow from turns to snow

then this land, I shall be no more

p.s: this is incomplete...............i shall edit soon

pyramid maze

friday......it was confusing and unplaned like my math teacher joined us for lunch ......invited by madam louisa...............hey tht was fine but i was suppose to show my barbaric side but with his presence i had to hold it back............then running away to see premi and eshwar in McD while they went bowling.............i went to the bowling alley thinking i'll just watch.......but they made me play la 1st....gutter ball yay!!! 2nd...gutter ball yay !!! but 3rd shot the ball went the other way.....instead of aming at the pins the ball went rolling back for the human pins behind me ahahahahhhahha... this time mr karamjeet claped......at least he appreciates my skill in bowling...hehehe
and the last try...........................


GUTTER BALL !!!!! YAY!!!!! hey btw this is my 1st try in bowling and i think i can be a champion one day hahahahahaha

then mr karamjeet went for his lunch date (i wonder why he decided to hang around a bunch of 17 year olds instead of going for his lunch date earlier......oh ya....for laughs onli pathetic 17 year old kids can pull off) so........... we wondered around sunway pyramid dunno wat to do next ....during the time dal and i got to go window shopping...our plan of going ice skatting was canceled coz there were too many ppl...........................then sanjay , premi , dal and i went for fanaa....................movie was okayz......................but the songs were wow!!!!! i loved the songs
luv it la............haihzzzzzzzz

EXAMZ!!!!!!!!

examz started on the 5th and 1st paper was math then following was bio, tks, phys and lastly was chemy ..............imagine i felt like jumpin off the top floor after math ...this paper must hav been set by mr karamjeet.......die la..

anywayz i went home early by train on tues then walked from the train station to an uncles clinic

after telling all this to my dad during lunch.........he actually took his hand out form his pocket and gav me a congratulations...........and he had a reli impressed look on his face hahahahhahhaha
hahahaha looks like college reli gave me a boost of independance ...........hehehe and i had to cross 3 roads on my own !!!!!!!!!!!! wow!!!!! i've got the power!!!!!!(*rejoycing*)

physic was even worse than maths ...................we had it on the D floor so jumping off will be easier.................
haseena " u all jumpla i'll be waiting down there for u , as soon as yoll are done i'm suppose to send who to the train station???"
hahahaha ........lame

and chemy did not brighten my day either!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it wasnt as bad as physics but still bad

got lost

u see i had no idea tht i created a blog under a different name.... i was creating it half way though so i kinda used tht name and signed in coz i 4got wat name i used on this one.........lets just say i was all confused and was trying to look for my earlier post...

goes to show i did find my way back eventually......
anywayz change story ...
on friday i found my way to an uncles place with the help of the map...in shah alam btw
since i was so good (hahaha lord know where i diged tht up from) i drove back at 10.30pm!!!!!

the plus point is tht my sense of direction has improved since secondary school...i'm so proud of myself...