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i'm feeling all tired and pooped out .........................
actually my life is boring....
and the exciting stuff is not to be shared..................
i got pissed just now by a person whom i dunno wat the hell i did to?????????
did that make sense

nwayz i've been loking up on mathematicians for coll............and getting very irritated by how many ppl were claimed to be mathematicians........... itz so so tiring..................
there are like so many women mathematicians who claim to be mathematicians............... haihz i meself dunno if itz true........................haihzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


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light that i see

*blink* *blink*
i see...............
i keep seeing
this vision of black won't go away from me

a dot of light
i see before me
is it a window of opportunity???
or illusions my eyes play with me

when i finally see
what u all see
but in reality i don’t see

what sits before u

two glorious hands attached to you

to wipe the tears that hurt your eyes

to me………………….

they are barriers of streams

i’d like to let them flow

and watch the rich waterfall……

the sparkle of rubies flow…..

flow between 5 parted cliffs

they’ll flow….flow…

until the land they flow from turns to snow

then this land, I shall be no more

p.s: this is incomplete...............i shall edit soon